“So, Ernie is pregnant,” Erk blurts out at dinner one night,
a week or so before Christmas and I thought, “Oh yeah, yea right!”
I honestly didn’t think it could be true,
But with his past 2 for 2 record on pregnancy guesses, what was I to do?
But think about it non-stop for the next few days,
Could it be? Why not just get a test and see what it says.
So that next grocery shopping Wednesday I did go,
Got me a pregnancy test and some pads – down the same row.
To my amazement and disbelief the test said what I thought was a joke,
Yep, two lines and a second test confirmed it – in me was a growing yoke!
I called Erk right away and said, “I think I’m pregnant!” to which he laughed, “…why?”
I reported the two tests and all and we both let out a monster sigh.
Decisions came down the pipes right then while on the phone,
Like taking our house off the market and just leaving it alone.
And soon after finding out, it was made clear returning to work I wouldn’t,
At the time I was a bit disappointed, but now I just plain couldn’t…
Seems I was 6 weeks prego for oh me… oh my!
Time seemed to stand still but out my belly came a shootin’, why??
I had an ultrasound at what we thought was week 8,
Not only were there no twins inside but I was a week late.
So 7 weeks I was for ‘2 weeks in a row,’
with a big belly that just continued to grow.
Finally I hit the double digits at week 10,
And nauseous all the more did I grow from within.
Feeling like poop nearly every single day,
But trying to keep my sights on the baby on the way.
Once week 12 came in it hit me like a brick,
The nausea weight was lifted and in a moment, I didn’t feel sick!
So much better come week 13 and 14 – no more acting like a wimp :)
Even though the tiny being inside was only the size of a shrimp!
Amazing the way this is going, the pregnancy and baby inside,
My hormones at times raging and my patience fit to be tied!
Is it cause I’m older and now have 2 crazy boys to keep contained?
Whatever it is, even at week 15 the tears can come (no reason) like rain.
Weeks 16 and 17 came with baby the size of an avocado, then large onion,
Heck, if you look at my belly, you’d be guessing I was close to being done-yun!
But nope, not even at the halfway mark and finding I wake up guessing…
What are you in there baby, a boy or girl? Either way a huge blessing.
Now here I sit at week 19 and wonder even more, ‘what could you be?’
With my middle of the road ultrasound only 5 days away, we’ll have to see!
Now just home from my awaited doc’s appointment and the results were plain in view,
IT’S A GIRL! We were told without a doubt, It’s a girl, how sweet for you!
My mind still just can’t wrap itself around the smile seen on my face.
This is true? No more trucks in the nursery? Now for pink stuff and lace?
Nahh, I’m not a lacey kinda gal and pink just isn’t for me,
But throw some red and white in there – and beautiful her room will be.
Now it seems, the time is seriously starting to fly,
Each week comes and goes, just ticking on by.
As you continue to grow and can hear noises from the outside now,
Just think, you hear Bean dog and the vacuum cleaner, holy cow!
All things you will hear the minute you come home,
For your Daddy likes to clean and well Bean?… can’t be left alone.
I don’t even follow the measurements on the website anymore,
For I was told at week 20 you were where most babies are at week 24!
I can’t believe I’m at week 25 now –
only 15 weeks to go and I’m wondering how.
Can it really be, week 27 I’ve finally hit –
with the thinking that only 10 more weeks might be it?
Ahh, perhaps that’s wishful thinking on my part,
For I’m feeling a bit worn down by you, you little fart!
My right leg is quite sore and other places I won’t mention too,
My allergies are in full swing, right arm falls asleep all cause of you.
This week Friday when I hit 28 weeks, oh my,
I’m having another ultrasound to see where my placenta lie.
I guess there was some concern although slight, but a need to check,
Man oh man my body has been taking a beating, like a ship wreck!
You are worth every pain and ache that ever comes to be,
For you are a precious baby girl growing every day inside of me.
You are such an active baby and I know when you are sleeping,
Fortunately at 2am every night me awake you are no longer keeping.
Ok I spoke too soon on the keeping me up in the night,
For the past 2 nights sleeping on the couch has been my plight.
I’m 30 weeks now, can’t believe there are 10 weeks to go!
People think I’m due next week with as much as I do show.
31 weeks I sit and now there is talk of a baby shower,
At first of the idea I didn’t feel all that empowered,
But as the time has gone by ‘what a nice thing that’ll be,
Even with this being our third baby, baby number three…
Nearly 32 weeks and I can’t believe this is my last holiday prego,
Jack’s birthday and the 4th of July quickly came upon us and off we go!
Fireworks poppin’ and Mikie sitting on my lap, she slept thru,
“Ha ha Mommy, awake all night though I will certainly keep you!”
Here this week marks Mikie’s 3rd birthday and Mommy at 34 weeks,
My brother’s have July special days and mine we have yet to seek?
Just yesterday I stopped at McD’s cause I was craving a burger,
One of the ladies there said “she’s gonna go anytime,” I heard her.
Nope ladies, not quite as soon as you are thinking!
I have 5 more weeks, I’m at 35 weeks and sinking.
Here is week 36 and at my appt I hoped my doc was going to say,
“In a week we’ll do an ultrasound…” but then he quickly swayed,
“The hospital is strict on inductions so at 39 we’ll get you in,”
Darn! I was hoping for one more week but I can hold on, I can…
For I was just really happy that he told me right away upfront,
“We will go ahead and induce you,” rather than make me wait to punt!
For with both boys I had to wait it all out to see,
Begging him to take me 3 days early with Mikie is what it came to be.
Even though I know she is big in there, over 9lbs now I don’t think,
I just can’t believe in no time at all, we’ll be seeing lots of pink!
Ahh but tonight to the hospital Erk did take me for contractions I had all day,
I called and told them “six minutes apart” and for the afternoon it remained that way.
So to the hospital we did go and got checked and monitored and all,
But nope, no where near, not dialated, but still getting checked was the right call.
I went in for my anticipated ultrasound at just about week 37,
“Only 7 lbs 9 oz” at this point, what does he want, one that’s 11?
So he went back on his word to take me a week early,
“Why don’t ya hold off and come in while I’m on call,” girlie.
Mad as a wet hornet when leaving the doc’s place,
Easy for him, he’s a DUDE who can fit in small spaces!
And now here I sit at 38 weeks,
Still thinking my doctor is being a total geek!
Knowing I still have 2 full weeks to go,
I’m finally chilling out and I’ll wait it out, ya know.
What else can I do? Although I’ve heard there are ways,
Old wives tales and crazy stuff to shorten the number of days.
But I think I’ll just wait and hold off, let it happen as it will,
My guess of her birthday on August 17th showed to be nill!
I’m ready now, but I guess I need to wait,
Looks like August 31st will be it, her birth date.
And today marks 39 weeks and it’s hard to believe,
We continue to be ready and raring to receive.
I was woken in the middle of last night with 7 hard contractions,
Too bad they weren’t anything consistent, enough to cause a reaction,
Well that is if you don’t count my altered breathing and opening my eyes wide,
Even with my prescription sleep aide, it was waking me up – all the goings on inside.
Hard to imagine it is coming in a week now or less,
I’m still thinking sooner than next Friday, but that’s just a guess.
Eric thinks for sure it’ll be next Thursday to Friday that I get induced,
Possibly can be that long from now, only if these contractions are reduced!
Nope the contractions didn’t cease, they only got harder and longer,
Not consistent the next day, but definitely getting stronger.
Then through out the night on Friday and into Saturday,
Wow, even with 15 to 18 minutes apart I was thinking it’s gotta be the day.
Saturday morning came with them only 6 minutes apart,
Eric told me still to hold off, he thought he was doing his part!
But as they got so bad I could do nothing but breathe like a freight train,
Once they hit 4 minutes apart, he knew I was going insane!
So we called up Papa to care for the boys and flew to the hospital in a flash,
Of course every stop light we hit that was red, I was starting to talk some trash.
Seemed every single one was red on the way and the bumpiest roads we had chosen,
The contractions hadn’t gotten any better, I was outta my mind… like an explosion.
We finally could see the hospital though up the hill we had to drive,
I thought the second I stepped outta the truck, my water would bust like a tide!
But it held off and we quickly got in a room and all set,
The epidural was ordered immediately, and once that kicked in you bet –
I was smiling and on cloud nine amazing how that can be,
The end was so near and baby girl was going to be comin’ outta me!
It all seemed to happen so fast and with her beautiful face so bright,
Erk and I fell in love immediately, our family of five now in sight.
There lay this precious baby girl on my belly, one I’ve seemed to wait for forever,
And I know we take for granted the gift our Lord provides, healthy and put together so clever.
It’s so overwhelming and plain to see how amazing His gifts are to be,
How He knits them together so perfectly is truly astonishing to me…
But as usual it was God’s perfect timing to now make our family whole,
And I am more than very pleased to introduce to you, Molly Nicole…